Sunday (Gods Day)

Today my husband and I got ourselves up early for church. It was a good message and got me thinking about spiritual warfare. It was a huge reality check for me. Lately I have had my eyes set on glamorous things the world has to offer; money, cars, fashion, big homes, killing myself to be supermodel skinny. All of these things have been my main focus and have been consuming my thoughts to the very depth of my soul. The enemy has really been using these things against me to distract me from the big picture. While I still want to get healthy and fit, I need to get my head right. After all, I could achieve many things the world has to offer but it will never give me the satisfaction that I need. Only God can satisfy our needs and we are going to have to wait. But I am willing to wait rather than loose sight in this life and screw myself for eternity. I want to be a good wife and really focus on getting started in cosmetology. I need to take baby steps and not get too ahead of myself. But mostly I need to get back in the spiritual war for Jesus.